Nope, not the two blue lines type of positive I am afraid but some good news all the same.
A coupe of weeks ago I emailed the Practice Manager for our GP surgery, I was honest and advised our situation and asked if she could speak to the GP partners to see if they would allow us to stay on the register. I think the whole grey area with boundaries of GP practice’s is very old fashioned, they like you to be on the register of a practice that is near enough for a home visit if you require one. Who has a home visit in this day and age ! I assured them in the email if I was that sick that I needed a home visit I would get a taxi to the surgery or ask someone to take me.
After 2 weeks I chased on a response and received the answer we wanted- The GP partners advised they are happy for us to stay on the register whilst the treatment is going on but we must register at a local practice if I do fall pregnant for my ante natal care which I do understand as its down to budgeting . We are both very relieved and I am glad I was honest.
This time of year is bittersweet, I love Christmas and everything about it, however since miscarriage number 1 its always been tinged with sadness. Baby number 1 would of been due 2nd January 2016 and baby number 2 would of been due January 2017 so you cant help but think what might of been and social media is always a minefield as ever!
Christmas is about kids and I love that our friends with children always include us in in events, celebrations and make a fuss of us at Christmas, but equally they would never be offended if we declined. We are very blessed to have some amazing kids in our life. This year it will be the hubby, puppy and I. We will raise a glass to our two little angels in the sky, count our blessings that we have each other, our health,our family and friends and say a prayer for the future ahead.
I wish you all a lovely festive period and will write in the new year.
Thank you for reading and following our journey.
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